Thursday, October 30, 2008

I can't control you, I don't know you well.

Things I like: Horrible, stupid things that people shouldn't get pleasure out of that I do. Yesterday almost in it's entirety. A song by Laura Marling. Highs. Skipping math class. <33. Seeing Malinda. Eating Chinese. Being comfortable with a lot of things that I wasn't just a month or so ago. Having self-esteem. Playlists with meaning. Razorblades in candy! When my English instructor doesn't suck. Our little corner in the library. The idiosyncracies in the way people walk. Needing and being needed.


Things I don't like: Thirty dollar headphones breaking after less than 20 uses. The fact that I can't control so many things.
Not being invited to things and people talking about it all the time in front of me. Lows. Specific people. Specific people invading my favored social networking website. The fact that we avoid people, but then again that's probably for the best. My lack of ambition. My inability to make things better. Being selfish and childish. Specifically specific people. The price of coffee going up at school.

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